Trust

A little of english conversation with friends, a little of gray’s anatomy:p and...I turn into “english mood”. On fellings, on thoughts, on dreams (old and new ones).

Life is full of doubts. We can never say “I am absolutely, 100%, sure of".. whatever it is! We can want it, we can wish it, we can plan it, we can pretend to be that way... but we are never absolutely sure of nothing.

And why? And most of all HOW.. how can we manage to live this way? I still don’t know the right answer to that, I guess I never will.. but I am on my way to find it, we all are... and the things we learn in the space and time between are the most important.

I guess the only thing we can be sure about in life is love. The “one and only” type of love. But still... be careful with that, because you just can know and be sure about how you feel... never if it will workout well and most of all if it will workout well forever! It depends (a LOT) on you of course but.. No, unfortunally not everyone can stay forever with “the love of his life” even if we find it (which for itself is already kind of hard..). Sometimes because... they just can’t make it, sometimes just because of.. life. But I believe that when love isn’t enough to get people together... either love is not that genuine or.. peolple are weak and selfish (and most of the time it’s for both of the reasons!). And it always has two sides.. So.. we can never know!

One can never know. We can want. We can risk it all. We can try. We can fight. We can see what happen. And then... We can feel.. in one way or another. We can choose. We can say. We can smille or cry. We may hurt someone or be hurt and sometimes... both. But that's life.

And that's it: We can live.

If we have enough honesty in ourselves we can all admit that.. anybody never can know anything for sure.. never, ever. It’s hard to admit that but.. it’s true. We can want things to happen. We can promisse our best. We can promisse ourselves and even then... we cannot be sure! That’s why we have to trust. If we could be sure about anything there would be no such thing called TRUST. And everything in life is about that. Trust. Trust each other. Trust ourselves... Trust life! Trust.

Just... trust. And live what you want the most... because when you don't know anything, you better live the way you love the most, because at least, in the end, no matter what, you will have that: you lived it your way... and that's what is really worth it... And that... oh! that is... for sure;)