Expectations

Everyone got them. You can... don’t admit, you can pretend that you haven’t, you can deny with all the strength you have but.... there’s no point in that! everyone got them sooner or later, once in their life. About something, some situation or someone.

And life would be so much easier without them. When you don’t expect anything and just open your heart to everything life has to offer you... it feels so much better! But sometimes you just want things to happen, things to be the way you want... and even if it would be a way that could make everyone happy.. sometimes it’s not meant to be. And that’s it. And there´s nothing you can do about it. And accept this is difficult, but you have to learn how to do that at the right time. Move on. Not too soon. Not too late. But at the right time. And don´t expect.

Nowadays, the only thing I expect from life and people in general is to not be afraid, to feel and live everyday like “if tomorrow never comes”. But the majority just doesn’t. The majority doesn’t know, doesn’t want to know and keeps living the same old stupid story ever and ever again. Like they were always keep changing of game and never go to the next level of any.

The majority of people die too soon. Of fear, of laziness, of stupidity. The majority knows very well everything that is best for everyone but not for themselves. No.. for themselves they don’t know anything, anything at all. Not even a clue!

And you know what? There´s nothing you can do for them. They won’t change because you want them to, because you help them to, because you make them to. No, they just won’t change. And expect that is even more stupid. Because even if they will, it will always be too late. Maybe not too late to still live something... to still live what is left, but it will be too late indeed... to live everything it was left behind. Because life doesn’t wait for you, because you will never be ready to live it. And if you are waiting for that to happen... if you expect that to happen... oh... forget about it. The only thing you will get is to fool yourself and one day try to pick anything (it doesn’t really matter what), to take as yours, to take as your life. Because it’s the time and everyone (including yourself) are expecting you to. Not because it’s the right thing, the special one or even the one of your life.. but just because it’s the time. And what in fact should be your life, your “the one and only”, your dream, your "whatever" will not be there but somewhere in the past, where you didn’t take it, because you were not ready.

And you will never be.

Don’t expect that.

And by the way... don’t expect anything at all.